Thursday, November 17, 2005
so full.been eating.i dunno whats de feaking problem wif mi.full still eat.haiz.all of a sudden i get dis moody feeling..perhaps everything is going to end le ba.well i noe i should be happy.i noe i should be working veri hard since is de last paper.but..haiz.been slacking since noon..well i really juz feel like giving up.No longer going to take the exams in GESS.well..Life is such cruel.Another day.
Suddenly i juz hope i will get some sickness to make mi feel beta.to match wif my sickening feeling.i dunno why.i dun wan it to end.i really dun wan.haiz.mayb i noe that dis will be my onli chance.but im not grabbing it.fate keeps letting me seeing it.i dunno what it means.im not enlightened.i could chase after the bus.but i didnt.i could have squeezed up the bus.But i didnt.im juz not doing anything.Hoping the bus will stay there and wait for my arrival.But it will never happen.Unless i flagged it.The worst thing is,i rather wait than do anything.How stupid can i get?i rather wait for it to stop.
-Im still waiting.-
``pigGycY ; 8:01 pm