Saturday, October 15, 2005
Really a BIG BIG BIG thank you 2 u guys..u noe who u r..thanks 4 being my side when i nid u all..niu niu..is nt ur fault..i dun blame u=)..is my own fault..i will get over it=D..really thanks 4 de encouragement..really.Thanks 2 my dear fren..haha her sweet thots!i will like de 'micky mouse' alot!lol..Really thanks..u guys pull mi up..sorrie..i had been emotional..i dunno y..my heart was aching..i juz couldnt stand it animore..i bet u guys neva c dis side of mi..sorrie 2 let u guys worry..i love u all..
Took alot of photos today..happy happy..finally i gt some memories dat i can keep..i will miss u all..today was a bad day for mi..really is..i cant believe the things that had happened..it was just so..sad..The continuous bad luck i had..wads next?i dunno..Haiz..why do we keep holdin 2 things dat we noe is impossible?some1 asked mi dat y shuld u b sad when he was nt?i was unable 2 answer..i ruined another or rather destory another living thing life..i felt so guilty..i really do..i dunno wad i can do..i juz feel like dying in return 4 de life..haiz haiz haiz haiz!heart aching!!!!!!!i wish everything will be over..wishing 4 de appearance of de rainbow..
The lonliest place is where your heart is absence of love..
``pigGycY ; 5:29 pm