Friday, September 30, 2005
watched movie wif de gays 2 days back..de movie quite touching..made mi realised dat time is limited n we shuld treasure it..n i neva cry..im juz feelin cold dats all..=D..well walked back sch 2 take bus..slpet at 8pm last nite..dats was so great!i juz thot of sleepin will makin mi forget everything..haha..sleep de whole day without doin anithing..thot of doin 2day..but veri tired sia..but guilty..haiz..tml still nid go sch..sianz..2day nt a veri gd day..heart aching..heng gt u guys ard..if nt i wont noe hw 2 cope..n really thanks 4 u guys support n concern..im alright=)..im sorrie if i had make u guys worry..haha..i will really be fine..2day played hide and seek in sch..cant find de hider aniway..haha no present..lol..neva eat dinner..think i skippin it le..jy beta dun c dis=p..i gt ate ham=p..hehe..
eh gal cheer up..guys r such jerks..they really are..not worth being sad or cryin 4 them..i noe u r troubled..but im sure u can handle dis..haiz..think beta start likin gals le eh?..haha..cheer up ba..
sianz 2day mrs yong asked mi nt 2 write my compo abt bgr..haiz..think nt scoring le..plus my tenses all wrong..i dunno hw am i goin 2 pass eng..im so dead..hope everything will be alright 4 mi..these few days been veri unstable..alot of things keep happening..family,studies,myself.really feel like givin up on my useless mind n body..been hurtin mi so much since aug..im tolerating..but hw long can i go on..wonder when will i faint..blackout..wish is juz cuz im thinkin 2 much instead of havin a real problem in my body..cruel memories of my childhood would once again flood back..
``pigGycY ; 9:19 pm