Sunday, September 18, 2005
these few days had not been goin so well for mi..ytd was a blur day 4 mi..i keep losin things..i shall nt elaborate..2day i took 2hrs juz 2 buy dinner..again im pissed off..haiz..suddenly it occurs 2 mi why am i born in this world..to be a joke of everyone?like wad hh always say im a joke?..why god muz keep playin tricks on mi?suddenly i juz pity myself for being so pathetic..characters wise sux,studies wise sux,looks wise certainly sux n last but not least cca n sports sux..but i noe dat i have dis determination 2 survive since im a baby..when i cheated uncountless times of death..am i able 2 continue livin in dis world?when i have so mani problems nw?when im feelin so depressed?..everything is failin mi..my world is fallin apart..i couldnt stand it ani longer..
``pigGycY ; 12:01 am