Monday, September 26, 2005
imagine u cant move 4 few days..omg..u can feel ur limbs hardening..hw bad can dis get?nt been eating 4 abt 4days?..omg..if mi i rather die..haiz everytime c dis i sad le..but dats nothing i can do..tml goin 2 go hospital again..wish he faster discharge..my results suxs ba..sad..deprove..haiz dunno wads wrong wif mi..almost feel like cryin..haha but i didnt!tml more die..wish i can pass at least 1 sc..is seems so impossible..gota start study le..i dun wan my parents 2 worry..wish i dun c ani tubes on my dad's body..mayb ltr shuld go pei him..hopin 4 a new world..somewhere where i belonged..somewhere i dun feel dat useless n worthless..
im juz a reatarded who couldnt score well..
``pigGycY ; 5:18 pm