Monday, September 19, 2005
i cant believe myself..1 of my worst sub yet i haven start engrossin myself in studyin..i neva even touch a bit at all..except de last chpt..oh god..im goin 2 fail again..END OF DE WORLD..prelims results come out would b de day i felt worse i guess..dis prelims i gt no mood 2 study at all..i found myself unable 2 enter into piggy dreamland..i cant..i tried counting sheeps..haha it really helps pple..i been sleepin 4 1hr n gettin up..yet i was unwillin 2 study..2day i already started relax..cuz i noe dat is hopeless..i gt no hopes..im juz another useless bum in dis world who dun understadn de greater meanin of physics..yey!celebrate mi failin phy!=D..
2day was bad..keep blur~ing..almost fell down juz nw..cuz of my sis splashin water on de toilet foor..make mi knock into de wall or door..cant rmb..haiz..wad am i goin 2 do?i dunno..i juz wanna hide in my own world n keep cryin..i juz wanna b alone..alone 2 suffer..
``pigGycY ; 5:31 pm