Monday, August 01, 2005
agr!!!i juz feel like screamin out..instead in my head..so much things happen cuz of my sensitiveness n stupidness..i can lost every1 so easily wif my words..but dis is mi!!i nid 2 feel it..wads most impt 2 a gal?trust,warmness,caring..but i get none of dis 2day..im breakin down..pls..i nid strength..i beg god nt 2 give mi ani test 2 torment mi..im physically n mentally tired..im so afraid dats 1 day i will go mad..i will go crazy..i will go 2 lunatic..who no1 could recognise..i dunno who r being true 2 mi..who r my true frens..i no longer noe who is gd 2 mi..i no longer feel anithing..i no longer wanna go aniwhere..i no longer feel de love..i no longer sense..i no longer smell..soon,i will b unable 2 see..unable to feel..i juz wanna b de hidden stars..where only those who are serious in findin mi will..i dun wan fame n glory..i juz wan peace..i juz wan feel loved..i nid stength 2 overcome all these..i nid them..pls..some1 give mi those..im breakin down soon..worryin 2 much..cant concentrate on anithing..juz feel like givin up n doin nutting..givin up..juz a few words could put mi in a torando of emotions..where my emotions would b unpredicted..few words would make mi happy..few words would make mi sad..juz few words change my whole life
``pigGycY ; 10:23 pm