Sunday, July 10, 2005
went 2 watch energy concert ytd..yey!haha..ky give de..watch wif hh n sam again..but nw gt my 1st stead!!yf..haha 4got took my wrappin papers..sianz..waste $$..somemore still buy so mani..heng is nt ex=D..went 2 band..a funfair..went 2 J8..suntec..finally indoor stadium..den go bukit merah..cuz takin hh sun feng che..haha..den took bus hme..reach hme ard 12+..thanks fish..4 givin mi such warmth..feel dat u r de fren i can confide in..thanks alot..although is vveri brief..u made mi feel so much beta..n all my frens who had gave mi consolation..n of cuz my 1st stead who lend mi her shorts..which r 2 loose 4 mi=p..but thanks aniway..cuz her madness brightens up my day=p..hope everything is alright..hope 1 day u can confide in mi..thanks 4 de assurance u gave mi..thanks 4 makin mi feel safe in ur arms again..sometimes im so afraid of being left alone..i neva been left alone much..cuz i gt frens 2 pei mi..so im neva..when im left all alone in such a squeezed place..where it was so croweded..im juz so scared..feeling so small..no1 2 accompany mi..no1 2 protect mi..i hate being alone..yet im always being left alone..tried findin u..yet im unable 2..perhaps..dats hw u r feelin 2..i dunno..n i wish u can tell mi..im always left alone,kept in de dark.i dun wan dis feeling..it makes mi feel so frighten..so useless..i juz wanna noe..wanna share..yet u dun let mi 2 do so..when den dis will happens?i will b waitin..
``pigGycY ; 11:07 am