Saturday, May 07, 2005
wad if..wad if lights were nt invented?...wad will happen?...we will b livin in de dark..nobody will b last min work n start studyin late at nite like wad i do..as is impossible 2 c..also every1 will b at hme instead of goin out..juz like mi..suddenly gt dis crazy thot dat my world will b filled wif darkness..neva b able 2 c my family,frens n boi..so scary..juz de thot of it..frightens mi..i wanna b wif de pple i treasure..i wanna hold them tight n dun ever let them leave my sight..but is impossible..i wanna b best frens wif every1..i wan happiness b/w mi n boi instead of sadness..i wanna b selfish by havin pple ard mi..i'm so selfish..i onli think of myself..i wanna score well..but i juz seem 2 screw up every exams..i dun understand..i guess i'm nt tryin at all..exams still can slack de..2day play thru out de whole day..was happy of cuz..but..haiz my conscience comes back 2 mi when i'm alone..i'm so frighten that i will lost de pple i loved..im so afraid i will hurt them yet i did it times n times again..=(..
ok enough of my sadist thot..perhaps read de lit guide bk till i sadist like hooper..damn him..use psychology 2 intimidate kingshaw..in de end led 2 de death of kingshaw who totally lost hope in dis cruel world..yes hooper is tryin 2 gain power..he is territorial..wanna protect his own territories but y do he wanna control kingshaw in such a tracheous way?..he is totally evil n pervertic..k enough of dis unhappiness i have 4 de bk..juz feels dat every1 shuld has de rite 2 live..every1 is equal..regardless of wad it is..unless it has hurts u i aniway or u shuldnt end its life..we gt no rites..dis applies 2 all animals..kingshaw thou been tortured by hooper nt physically but mentally..but did he ever kills hooper?..he onli thot of it..but neva put it into action as he noe is wrong..yeah n hooper suxs as he 4get some1 graditude so soon..dats ridiculous!a 10yrs old kid can b so evil..damn..i wish i neva noe dis sad n unjustic story..haiz k enough of typin craps..mi have 2 start studyin as i neva study at all..chem 24chpts..hw am i goin 2 pass when i haven started at dis late hr n i'm damn exhausted..n lit..dun even noe wad r de literay devices..i'm so DEAD!
``pigGycY ; 11:41 pm