Saturday, May 21, 2005
sorry 2 de pple who love mi n care 4 mi..i disappoint u guys again n again..i'm so sorry..
ok i'm nt feelin alright..these few days were de worst of mine..1st of all i ignored 1 of my best fren..haiz feel so bad abt it..sorry..my mood was sucky yesterday..den i was so sadd abt another of my best fren who glared so fiercely at mi..sort of cut my heart..den noe dat my ever best fren who i knew 4 a long time was upset..n of cuz seein u at tb wif de guys when u neva replied mi if u r accompanyin mi anot..haiz yesterday events had mi so dissapointed n sad..it juz filled my heart wif misery..den also my sucky results add everythin 2 a negative negative sign!den ltr tution time next wk still goin..scared i cant finish studyin..haha tml goin out wif hh..dunno mum allow anot leh..but agree le..die wor if cant go haha..2day went band..mornin already veri pek chek le..missed bus again n again n again..n made yf wait so long..sorry wor..den go dere played trumpet..haha happy sia..learnt hw 2 play tong hua=D..den rain..bt soon neva le so walked 2 tb makan..hehe den go study!guai wor mi..=p 2day would b a day i neva 4get..i finally noe hw much i had hurt u..hw much u had tolerated mi..hw much u love mi..really thanks alot..i did nt make a wrong choice of choosin u..=D 2day was a sad 1..im so glad i didnt walked away..im so glad i made de right choice..haha 4 once im so smart!=p=p..i guessed neither of us would 4get 2day..realised my frens gt lots of troubles..nt onli myself..but they could handle it..but i cant..=(
my blog song is really veri significant 2 mi..i hope u will 4give mi..cuz i really dunno where i go wrong sometimes..so sorry..i hurt u again n again..i wish i dun hav 2 do so..but i juz cant seemed hw am i goin 2 do it..haiz..sorry..
``pigGycY ; 10:35 pm