Saturday, April 23, 2005
yesterday got oral de..sian diao la keep usin eng..haha den 2+ reach hme le..read storybk n sleep abit b4 goin 4 tution..den tution over le come hme watch tv..wahlao de story damn sad..think i watch b4..de life in prisoners r been showed as if it was hell rather than a place 4 them 2 reflect on their own acts..is ridiculous..cant help but start sobbin..i'm becomin weaker n weaker..am i over-independent over pple?..did i depend on u guys 2 much?..i dunno..i feel dat i no longer myself..i always relyin on pple as dere is always u 2 care n console mi..i no longer can handle unahppy things or stress all by myself..but still i love u as u make mi more assured..as thou u r a god dat is capable of changin things..thanks...
den 2day veri guai was studyin lo..went orchard 4 awhile den went 2 kfc study b4 goin 2 lib 2 borrow bks lo..neva eat much dinner cuz lunch was great!=D..also nw broke le..haiz sobsob exams also comin le..yet mi still dun have de mood..dunno wad de hell i'm doin man..i wish i can buck up n wanna tell blg dat u r de best..no matter wad i do u always 4give mi 4get..thanks..i would treasure u 4ever..sorry 4 everythings dat i had done 2 made u unhappy..i dun mean it..but it juz comes out of my mouth thou my heart doesnt wan so..i wan u 2 b by my side..no matter wad i said u will stay put..hold my hand n tell mi dat everythin would b alright..i wish i could change 2 make ur life happier..but i really dunno hw..i will try..i would neva let u go..unless u dun wan mi le..love u lots..de onli guy i love..sam..
``pigGycY ; 10:09 pm