Tuesday, April 12, 2005
syf over..de day we trained so hard 4 was over..dis would b de last time i goin syf i guess..but we onli managed 2 get a silver..by right we should b happy cuz we maintained a silver..but every1 was upset..we wanna get gold..so mani bands gt silver..is really nuttin..haiz..also 2day early mornin cant sleep..4+ wake up den zuo bo till i took de 1st bus go sch...we sounded gd..but..i dunno ba..our presentation nt dat gd i guess..while i was waitin along de corridor of de tunin rm i cant described de feelings i had..glad cuz de4 day we practised so hard had finally arrived n we noe where we stand..n also nervous..my last syf..my last time steppin into dat place..mixed feelings..n was further stressed when mdm rosy came n shook our hand..seniors had also came back 2 give us their support..thanks all of them..takin out time 2 c hw we perform..but..haiz sad case..in tunin rm we in fact sounded quite gd..but i dunno wad happen..i really dunno ba..de day had over..run 2.4km 2day also..timin suxs 2..feel dat everythin is beyond my reach..i aim but i cant get it..i'm nt givin my best..i dunno y i no longer have de determination...haiz nutting 2 type le ba..juz wish life would b beta..silver is beta than nuttin=)
``pigGycY ; 6:55 pm