..My memoRies..
Monday, January 17, 2005
y human have feelings?..how they have it?..due 2 wad?..i'm confused..n how diff pple gt diff type of emotions?..when they noe 2 b happy/sad/moody/guilty n mani more?...well i seriously think its up 2 some1 who choose 2 b which 1..if u r de happy happy kind of pple u wun get sad easily..but wads de definition of REAL happy?..i see alot of pple havin a cheerful side of them..always so happy de..but actually come 2 think of it r they really happy?..well i dunno mayb..but mayb nt..by smilin they could hide their feelings..nt lettin pple noe dat they r actually veri upset deep inside..but by nt tellin they wun make de pple ard them sad..well dats de main reason i can think of y pple act 2 b happy..if nt mayb they think dat by havin a smile on their faces lit up other pples lives..i myself veri impressed..cuz is nt easy 2 stay happy..n even tougher 2 hide ur feelings...
wad abt sadness?...y could some pple cry when they r sad while some juz bottle up their feelings n nt confrontin 2 ani1?..mayb they juz wanna b left alone...sad by themselves..nt bringin unhappiness 2 their loved 1 2..doesnt it hurts?...well in my opinion i would rather 2 have a hearty laugh than a gd cry...it gives mi a beta feelin than cryin..cryin really hurts...1 would onli cry if their heart is so pain..dat b4 u noe tears had already streamed down ur face..well i think once u start cryin is so hard 2 stop...u will auto start lookin at de dark side of ur life..n start 2 recall every bad stuffs had happened 2 u..well dis happenes 2 mi but i dunno de rest..so beta dun make mi cry!i wun stop!..hahaz..aniway i dun think cryin will helpes bah..is juz a type of action some1 would do when they r sad..especially gals..well when i sad mayb i will start hitting pple!hahaz..well by bottlin up ur sadness doesnt mean is a gd thing..dun b so noble pple..we r all creatures wif feelings..so surely dere is time when we r sad..is normal..thus,u shuld share it wif pple dat u trust...perhaps they could make u feel beta even helped u in it..well is up 2 oneself 2 handle their feelings individually..
i always wish an angel would descend 2 earth n comin my huse tellin mi all de 'whys' i have in my head..hahaz perhaps i think 2 much le..hehe but wish dat all my frens would remain happy!no matter wad rmb dat u guys will always have mi by ur side..no matter wad day..wad time..wad place!hahaz..juz give mi a call if u guys nid mi..frens r de most impt in my life..u guys rox!love u lots..hahaz..
``pigGycY ; 3:45 pm
living in a world of my own
