Sunday, December 19, 2004
*wisHing 4 de impossibLE*
haiz nothing gone rite 4 mi bah..i hai dao my mei le..haiz sorry bah..is all my fault..i neva learnt 2 repent..hahaz how i wish i noe how 2..how i wish rain comes..how i wish how i wish..hahaz greedy mi wanna wish so mani things..well...haiz but still glad dat i'm goin 2 go 2 de band camp tml n i dun have 2 face my family..so glad..but of cuz there is de games 2 b worried abt..haiz y am i nt sick?hahaz..i still gt tons of hws which i haven do..haiz thou christmas arrivin i dun have de mood..n no mood 2 eat also bah..lolx i dunno y i keep tio scoldin frm my family de...hahaz yesterday go hme 2 late tio again..2day tio again..sianz loh..hahaz i said i go clean up my rm my mum thot i goin 2 sleep..haiz den scold mi again say i keep sleepin..hahaz sianz wor keep tio de dunno wads wrong wif 2day hor?..hahaz i think is my attitude also bah..attitude 2wards them suxs bah..hahaz how i wish i'm another person..nt perfect but at least much beta than now..haiz i'm juz a useless,worthless,idiotic gal who dun worth anithing bah..who shuldnt have all de gd frens i havin now..hahaz well dis entry indeed sound veri saddist well but dats life..n it had 2 go on...dats de thing i cant controlled..wishin i'm an angel accompained by all de stars...
band camp tml le..hope everything would b fine..now already abt 2 le..hahaz sure die de tml..lolx wish i can get up also bah..haiz so mani things haven settle..n 1 of mine most impt thing taken away le..i dunno how pple r goin 2 contact mi n everything..haiz n i wish i neva 4get 2bring anithing..hahaz n i really nid sleep cuz tml n also my eyes veri dry frm all de cryin..hahaz i'm nt a strong gal but after cryin it really helps..n i still love my parents no matter wad..n xiao mei ah dun hate ur own dad..is nt gd..i'm sorry is cuz i hai u no phone de..emm real sorry bah..hehe=p take care when i'm away n of cuz i goin 2 miss e dog..hahaz n of cuz missin those pple i chat online n all my frens bah..hehe miss u guys...=p
``pigGycY ; 2:00 pm