..My memoRies..

Wednesday, December 01, 2004

*woRds coulD neva evEr bE takEn baCk onCe iT beinG saiD ouT..tHe dEstiny oF freNshIp migHt enD cuZ of a simPle wOrd..*
haiz wad is my future like?..i dunno i seem 2 b headin nowhere..imaginin a snow path infront of mi..n i juz keep walkin n walkin..ALONE without seeing any glim of light..i cant see anything..except more snow..haiz even though snow is very beautiful in my memory but it also reminds me of loneliniess...ironic isn't?ha...i'm mad..these dew days had been thinking..n i really mean thinking..cant fall asleep most of the nights..it haunts me..what we did in the past..all the times we had..but now..i really don't know..feeling so miserable now..so unwanted even though i know i got many many friends that would be there with me if i ever need them..but my feelings is sort of mixed up..ha guess i think too much..oh damn!ha...yeah aniway 2day is ingriD b~daE!...hope u like de present gal..is a simple gift bah..hahaz yeah n hit her 14times..well i guess dats de rule huh?..lol n also 2day so bored in band!..des n ian neva come!agr...missin their voices man..especially des..de loud n clear voice which i once mentioned did u ever think of tonnin down?...hahaz..mornin 9 reach le c juniors march..den mi n yx at dere like slacker sia..hahaz den went makan wif ingrid n zoe..hehe mad gals de them,..long john den change 2 kfc..haiyoz!..hahaz den saw ek n company at kfc..yeah muz thanks him 4 lendin mi $$..hahaz den meet yz 2 take my cd..hahaz thanks man help mi burn..hehe=p..saw yh n vincent on de way back..yeah n as usual i 'steal' the tidbits frm them..hahaz den gave niu in de end when saw her in sch=p..yeah n we r damn LATE..half an hr late..well sort of guilty but once it done it cant b undone rite?..well i guess u r fed-up..but dats trumpet section..we can b veri gd but at de same time rebellious..haiz de worst section ever in terms of disrespectful?..we cant even play well but still we do things dat infuriate u..ha but we r united!..well mayb dats last time..haiz still can rmb de sec1,2,3 memories..i dunno wad 2 say loh but i juz noe dat band has a veri great impact on mi..a specturm of emotions i had experienced thru' out these 3yrs..well cca really make a person change n grow up..ha aniway now 4plus le=p mad again le mi..think now i dun like sleepin le sure is cuz of ek de la..influence mi=p lolx..gona miss every1 of my frens..those who r overseas..(*,*)(so lucky) n those dat i rarely saw...hahaz..1 mnth had past by without mi noein..without mi doin anithing..well i gt 2 look out..cant believe it dats how i spend my 1mnth..de next mnth wuld b a guai mnth 4 mi le..gona stary at hme..simPle plaN roXs..

``pigGycY ; 4:11 am

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