Saturday, December 25, 2004
i'm moody dats all i can say..i dunno y 2day thou is christmas but i feel like cryin..feel like sobbin...how i wish i'm at de beach..cuz lookin at it really helps mi 2 cool down alot..haiz wad is my life man...n also de news u gave mi is so bad..mh..y u have 2 tell mi on christmas?!haiz..more gone le my mood..n i neva saw fat santa..how i wish some1 would come my huse tml nite 2 pass mi a present or mayb do something?..haiz i'm dreamin bah..i feel so sad now..i wish life would b beta..my evening nt bad..hahaz saw my cute nephew n cousin..hahaz i love them man..den i n de maids of my cousins start bbqing..n my ah ma also helpin while de rest eatin..hahaz 1st time feel i so useful when comes 2 bbq=p den play abit wif my cousin bah but no appetite 4 anithing..hahaz den ltr went 2 sentosa meet hh they all..haiz miserable also cuz i told a lie 2 my mum..haiz i feelin veri bad bah den now chattin wif wy which suddenly made mi realised i onli left 1 wk 2 study..i'm so stressed up!...wonders who can help mi 2 relieve it..haiz
i noe u r unhappy n facin alot of stress bah..but dun worry cuz i will b by ur side..n i wish i'm juz a simple gal who dun think so much..but i cant seem 2 stop thinkin 2 stop ponderin...haiz n also cheer up..even dis 1 wk might seems veri short but we can make alot of differences if we believe..dere r de stars above 2 give us de light n guidance we need...juz trust bah..rmb no matter wad i will b by ur side 2 pei u cry..2 pei u overcome all de barriers had infront of u...love u lots k..i will treasure u dis fren alot...i noe is hard 2 4get..but dun so stressed over it bah..dats nutting much we can do..n i noe how it has haunts u..but rmb i will really b by ur side no matter wad...
``pigGycY ; 4:55 pm