..My memoRies..
Saturday, October 09, 2004
wad is de finition of trust?...izzit being able 2 feel safe n reassured by de person?...2 mi..trust is 1 of de most impt factor..when some1 is able 2 trust u..shows dat how much she believes in u n how much u meant 2 her in de heart..but 2day i witness a case of where trust doesnt exist animore..
'eh who phone is dis?'isnt it siti wan?...my mum uttered 2 mi n stop mi frm switchin on de hp..but of cuz de curious mi cant resist de tempetion n wanted 2 play de game..hahaz n i realised dat dat phone is my bro's..how disappointin when my mum heard it..i bet she was over de fire...super annoyed by the fact dat her empolyee(the maid) lies 2 her abt how de hp is hers n y my mum had it is cuz she is nt doin ehr work n keep callin..(this is a common sight in my hme le)...my mum of cuz immediately summon my maid in to investigate..we even test by askin my bro 2 call his hp n indeed de hp did ring...doesnt it enough 2 proved dat de hp is my bro's 1?...de worst part was dat she insisted de hp is hers...n she even fabcisated de tale of how de hp sim card was on de floor n she was juz tryin her luck n whoa her luck is really dere man..isnt it impressin?...is quite hard 2 believe how a young gal who is willing 2 come sg2 work her slogs off juz 2 send $$ back 2 her own country 2 her parents but her attitude in workin n her characters is so opposite..isnt it irony?...how can she do dis?...i mean she should noe de golden rules 4 being a maid..n of cuz as a empolyee 1 should always b responsible 4 de work dat she is assigned 2 do..i thought dats wad every1 think of?...wad had de society become now?...
wad had caused de changes in her?...even thou in de past she was nt as hardworkin but at least she tried 2 finish her job bu wad abt now?...even my mum had 'command' her times n times again but she yet 2 fulfial it as in her heart dere is no longer work but FRIENDS...even frens r impt cuz they share ur problems but arent work is?one should finish their job 1st b4 thinkin abt one self?...if they wanted to have frens den y bother 2 work in de 1st place?...if 1 2 do something make sure u do wholeheartedly...dun do 4 sake of something but is an enjoyment 2 u..thou cleanin might seems boring but u can really make ur work more fun...like how when cleanin u can imagine de things r talkin 2 u?..ok dats lame juz a lame idea of mine...de aim is 2 make sure u had enjoyed it n u wun feel is a boring stuff as u had used ur own immagination=P...
haiz sort of sad of how she always lies..how de trust we once had 4 her had gone..no1 is on her side except 4 my mum who is so gd..who is so forgivin..she keep advisin her n tellin her wad 2 do..she even threatens her but de good intention was neglected by her..she doesnt noe how lucky she was dat we let her have her own rm..own privacy n dere is also blind 2 put down so dat pple frm de outside cant look in...she even had a radio given by us..even she neglected her work we neva blamed her...i think perhaps cuz we treated her gd n she made use of us..even when i saw her using de phone i would b like'fine,she is also human.of cuz she needs frens all these' and let her talk in my rm while i nt disturbin her..but dis trust is misused by her..she went into de rm dat mi n my sis shared n thinkin dat we were asleep she started talkin till de next day...frm 12am startin 2 talk...how will she have de energy 2 work tml?...how can she do anithing?doesn't she feels guilty abt it?...abt how we had 2 wake her up sometimes instead?...n she repeatedly do it...i had juz closed 1 eyes of mine...as i think she did it our of desperate...but as times passed by..she even used my sis hp 2 call!i mean we thought de huse is safe n of cuz we will leave our possessions in our huse juz like de hp as my sis is nt allowed 2 bring it 2 sch..de safety of de huse is no longer dere as dere is a 'theif' in de huse...how sad it was...how untrustful maids r...wad had de maid agency been doin?...
alots of things went into my mind..how some1 is so desperate 4 companion might lead 2 something like dat..how she had tortued de dog at times..hahaz...she is onli a 18yrs old teenager..but she is obviously a disappointment..she is quite a failure 2 as de trust we had once placed on her was all gone..i hope she would realised her mistakes...every1 made mistakes is juz dat if they wanted 2 redeem themselves anot..
haiz while i was typin she went into my rm talkin on de phone...n is onli like mins ago she gt scolded n now..haiz i dun think she can b cured..how i wished she would some1 trustworthy...TRUST is de most impt...now i no longer feel safe around her...n my digust 4 her had arosed more n more...i cant stand it le..
``pigGycY ; 7:25 pm
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