Sunday, October 17, 2004
emm frenship...wad does it really means ah?..hahaz i think i nt livin in dis world long enough 2 actually understand de deeper meanin of it...em does frenship really ends?...or is juz dat we juz leave it aside 2 care abt other more impt things dat we regard?..ha i'm confused...indeed human r complicated animals..neva noe wad they would think n do next...(am i referin 2 myself as a veri complicatin gal too?...i think i'm hahaz...)
how can some1 decide over certain things like whether 2 go out wif which fren is more impt?..hahaz somehow i feel sad dat some1 u knew so long rather 2 prefer b wif another gal who onli she knew 4 ahwile..it sort of hurts huh?..as u regarded her as ur best pals but is like driftin apart?...de feelin is sort of hurtin...frenship..every1 do have it..but who really did treasured it?..those who treasured it r de pple dat u had 2 treasured..n nt those who r hyprocrite...they juz wont b de 1 who stay by ur side when u really nid help..when u r alone..helpless..
i missed my frens...my innocent childhood...de ignorant mi..who dunno how 2 act n juz b myself..CY!..hahaz..emm thou now de life is more meaningful but de thought of being innocent lingers in my mind like how i wished 2 eat icecream...hehe...
hahaz juz 1 2 let every1 of my frens noe u would neva b forgotten by mi cuz i noe de feelin of being neglected n forgotten...hahaz u guys roxs!smileZ alwAys
``pigGycY ; 10:57 pm